yay !
soo happy.
me got in DSA to NHHS n BPGH lerhs.
yay!
hahas
soo damn happy kays.
though NYGS rejected me..
i dun mind.
i dont rili wish to get in dere either.
lolls
at least i passed deir test.
hahas (:


daddy finally can cum into me derh bloggie liaos.
eyhhs.. com nort lagg lerhs?
or happy?
can go out wif marmie liaos.?
no luhs. sorwie daddy.
wo zhi dao cuo lerhs.
hahas.
chheys.


haiis.
today marmie n daddy only can go out for so short tym.
feel so sad for dem.
haiis.
but me n jiejie here tokin abt dem..
dont noe do what.
hahahs
dun shen qi wors..
hahas.


me dont noe y.
xin qing very good.
results?
dont noe.
saw marmie n daddy?
mayb.
got e DSA thingy?
nort rili.
lolls.
den what?
dont noe.
just feeling bouncey bahhs.

im hearin e nan quan mama= angel's hero
think of daddy !(:
see daddy..
me so guai..
anyth osho tink of u..
marmie..
dun worry
miss u loadies too.
jie..
me no miss u.
me love euu !
ur owish on muh mind.
rili love this lil family.
oh yuh.
canort forget peggy jie too.



okay luhs.
me go mum mum liaos
haiis.
stomach growling liaos.
i love you!
daddy.. marmie.. jiejie n jiejie.
hahas. n myself too
me shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu.
have such a nice family.
hahahs.
me wanna cry liaos.
too gan dong lerhs.
hahas
gtg lerh larhs..


mwarks!
love all.

Sunday, August 27, 2006 &

okays.
i hate my life.
i hate my scores.
its too..
how to say.
nahs.
im just fed up.
i cant ..
haiis.
i cant even express myself today lorhs.
i feel like..
cryin my lungs out.
me want big hug!
haiis. me so sad.


ijusthateitwen..
nth nth.
hahas.



anyways.. tchers day comin liao lerhs.
me gonna make prezzie..
nort going to wats my tym go buy.
haiis..
still got to get equips whats.
eyhs. w8 me go checkie.
ohohoh! yay!
i got e equips.
hoorays.
wen m i gona start work?
ltr bahs.
haiis
haiis. soo lazy. hahas.



effing MT.
gave us soo late recess.
summre only 5 mins.
hell lorhs.
heys. is she waste tym lorhs. teach so slow.
go thru so slow.
count marks so slow.
tok so slow.
but..
today..
wen she bringing us down e stairs..
she walked damn fast !
me n joey was bhind her.
we omost cant catch up lorhs.
i tink she wants us to go to e hall quickly..
so dat she can eat.
eff eff eff.



assembly was okays.
but i din rili like it.
i only liked e part where e songs were played.
e rest it was just..
boring .
haiis..
i din see dexter today.
did he cum to sch?
or i just din see him?
or he sick?
i dont noe. just pray hard lorhs.
i asked lynn lerhs.
he din cum sch.
ty lynn. (:
shireen darling..
today nvr w8 for me.
she today dont noe have tuition anorts.
anyways.
it was okay.
but..
me just dan xin..
she n jt okay le marhs..
haiis.
darren..
sorwie too.
today..
din even manage to see u.
so..
ur hand nehs?
*worries worries*..
sorwie horhs..



heyy. me found out sth.
darling told me derhs.
she said zx gan ba is her daddy.
n therefore.. her real sis is her mommy.
im her baobeiix
den..
zx my gan ba.
therefore her sis is my gan ma.
shes my darling.
and..
its one small family out of here.
so cool.
hahas.
zx gan ba today not feeling well.
daddy~ get well soon !
marmie.. fly kisses to him.
hahas.


i dont noe y.
i feel sad.
but im smiling.
i eyes were twitching.
sth bads gonna happen.
kepp my fingers crossed.
eyhhs.
i realised..
i din rili tok to anyone today.
i was damn frikkin tired.
haiis.
me wanna slp.
but i cant.
lolls.
me dont noe y.
i dont have e habit of takin afternoon naps bahs,



hey hey! me go tuiton lerhs.
bye.
me ltr goin out for japanese din din.
yays! gonna be back late again.
OMG! tml no sch.
me wanna go sch! i hate it wen we dont get to go to sch wen its sch days.
haiis.
lidat..
canot see darling.. baobeiix n aiai lerhs.
wahhs~
me so sad..
haiis.
xin li yi shen oso nvr go sch todays.
me so ji muo.
hes nort on9 too.
haiis.
dont noe y.
justin seemed pissed by me.
darren looks weird.
shireen darling..
she smiled at me.
but we din have tym to tok.



e person i toked to most was joey;kelila;rachelgoo.
lolls.
oh yuh.
n yusri n khairul.
nort to forget zm. kieran. chunhua.(cave man)
cave man tis nickname was given by MT to chun hua.
it was farnie.
but it wasnt fair to chunhua.
i heard ps's voice today.
like rachelgoo said..
it was..
unbelievable.
so man.
jkjk niahs. x)
hahas.
dont take dat too seriously.
i was just fooling around. to amuse myself.


i better start on my prezzie now.
b4 my tuition tcher cums.
i'll be back soon derhs.
love all*
mwarks.


loneliness known by my name.
(dont ask me why. u'll noe derhs.)

Saturday, August 26, 2006 &

i was suppose to give him an ans..
like.. immediately.
i din even had tym to tink.
like. think!
haiis.
i din noe what was happening at all.
den he started to cut.
walaos.
i rili dont noe who was dat tokin to me on e fone.
i was blur.
helpless.
me wanna cry.
wad am i suppose to do?
me want big hug !
hurhurs..


anyways.. matters can be solved like solved.
i love today!!
i can slp late.
no ones stoping u from it.
yay!!!
me on e fone wif zx daddy.
i miss shirley marmie..
me so lng nvr see her lerhs.
she said she misses me too.
wahhs!!
marmie..
me miss eu! me wanna see eu.
dont neglet me arhs..
bwah bwahs!!



i tryin to make tis as colourful as possible.
cause i've gort nth to do.
its gonna be a lng nite today.
me no wanna slp.
me wanna tok.
hurhurs~
haiis.
daddy scld me.
ask me where gt ppl slp dependin on my mood.
hes pissed by me bahhs.
sorwie daddy.
wo cuo lerhs.
hahas.




wonder hows darling lerhs.
dont noe she n jt okay le marhs.
i'll be prayin for u darling.
u jia you wors.
im owis by ur side derhs.
kayys.
jia you !!




me no wanna post anymre.
but me nort slpin yets.
me oso dont noe what im gonna do.
im nort tired at all !!
me no want to slp lorhs.
im just i word bored . kays.
cause im w/out hes company.
im lost in muh wonderland.
i hate the me i am now.
i wanna change.
me wanna be loved.
by him.
HIM HIM HIM !!!





hoorays. dere is dance class tml.
dont say so loud.
ltr ppl scld again.
wahahas.
me gonna be soo early until e tcher gt nth to say abt me.
hahas.
den i must slp early marhs.
hahas
okays. its early now
in e morning 1 am.
yay!
hahas.
i go orh orh le.
no! im gonna tok wif ppl.
who dont feel like slpin too.
hahas.
me will be back.. ltr kays.
it'll be fun.
im gonna wake up soo damn early.
ply ply n ply.
alrights.


kelila.. dun sad kays.
he'll noe one day derhs.
gib u maii best wishes..
n to justin too.
jia you wors.
both of u will find ur happiness derhs.
(: smile mre.
dont tink of dying.
u all still gort alort tings haben do.
(dont tink slanted)
lolls
okays.
me help u all?
i will derhs.
fang xin kays.
jia you wors.


okays. me go slp le larhs. ltr i go ply liaos.
darren.. dun tire urself out kays.
mm..
u jia you too.
too much tings to do..
may over load u..
den u feel like nort good derhs.
kays.
anyways..
just dont get too tensed larhs. kays.





good nite all.
DARR; goin slp liaos.
mwarks.
love eu all !

Friday, August 25, 2006 &

It was so damn effing last nite.
i cun even slp well kays.
i din even pratically noe what was i thinkin abt.
him? yea. mayb.
e conversation wif gan ba or ying hao?
or sundays fun coming up?
i rili dont noe.
i had leg crams all nite kays.
ALL NITE!
i almost cry my lungs out lorhs.
first it started wif e right leg.
den it moved on to e left.
wahhs.
i cud go crazy mans.
nahs. i dont wanna tok abt it anymores.

last nite yin hao n i were chattin.
den we dont noe y tok abt hes hair larhs.
holiday go dye.
den sch reopen must dye back marhs.
den i say:
hahas. u nxt tym dye ur front frindge green larhs. its nicer dan gold.
den he say.. :
den i dont need eat lerhs. cause gort chlorophyll= can make food.
so farnie lorhs. den i said :
canort larhs. must eat. front fringde green only.. cant make much food
hahs. hes farnie. damn farnie. but he doesnt look farnie.
as in. he doesnt look like sum1 who jokes alort.
he looks.. SERIOUS.
wahhaas.
half way tru.. gan ba msged me. :
hi ! gan nuer!
daddy!
how did he noe me de no.
wahhs.
hahas.
i just slept damn late last nite.
its was so farn ytd.
dere was pillow fight! as usual.
every friday nite.
i love friday nites!
lolls.
darren arhs. sorwie arhs.
ytd cant cor eu.
sorwie!!
ur hand okay lerh marhs.??
rili wish u get well soon. kays.
ilona going canada tis sunday lerhs.
i will miss u derhs.
mwarks.
okays. i'll end here.
i gtg tuition lerhs.
ilovehim*forevers.
mwarks.

&

So it was considered another bad day.
I hate my life.
It was a bad day ytd. he wrote a letter sayin:
heyys can we break for a while?what does a while mean?)
i need a break in my lyfe. (i was lyk okays lorhs)
darling shir walked hme wif me. me so gan dong.
okays. although she walks hme wif me everydae. lolls.
ty darling. i feel much better. still no appetite. but.. i'll still smile. kays.
mwarks.
lets go back to today.
i hate my life.
dere was HMT paper today.
we ended at like 10.35 den we need to w8 for ahmad who suppose to end at 10.50 .
10.50 we went down for recess den MC said we suppose to go up to class at 11.15 .
rmb horhs 11.15 kays.
we were walkin down e stairs den lining up at e parade square was 6D lerhs.
MT saw me.. den she was like staring STARING.
11 o' clock. leng hock came down. told me:
MT say u all now must go up lerhs.
den i was like:
MC said we 11.15 den go up. now its only 11 kays. we just came down lorhs
den dont noe what leng hock said to MT den not lng ltr, he came down n said again:
MT say if u all now dun go up. u all dont need take maths paper lerhs
oh puh-lease lorhs. is dat threatening? but i still rushed up. just dat..
i dont want things to get worst so i called joey; xuan n marmie rachel go up.
den i was like. where is yar lee n liling?! if dey go up liao. den we die lerh lorhs.
on e first;second;third level.. we walked. e forth level lerhs. den all of us dont noe y
pretend run. lolls. so farn. i went into class.. my hart wasnt pumping hardly at all kays.
before i cud even sit down, MT called me out:
y u so long? where did u go? y u ding leng hock de zui? so noti arh u
walao. fcuk lorhs she. den i was like:
i where gt? i just said"MC said we 11.15 den go up. now its only 11 kays. we just came down lorhs "
uhuhuh what is this? tis is not ding zui arhs?
wth larhs she.
nvm lorhs. i ren. i turned back.. grumbling and went back to my seat.
rachel arhs.. can do me a favour?
wahhs suddenly so kind. i was kind too. give her face.
orhs what?
can u go to.. quick say 6F 6F! mdm ruhaya's class?
haiis.. sad kays. so i went i stood at e door of our classrm n looked opposite.
i decided i walked pass 6F. lolls. i did. i saw him. was he lookin at me?
i dont noe. anyways. i wasnt smiling den. i din even get to go into his class!
i asked mdm ruhaya for e maths things. she din have it.
so she ask me to tell MT say ask me go another class ask for it.
i was like. okay! 6F 6F!!
wahahs.
i went back to class. told MT abt it.
she pracically said. okay thank you. go n sit down now.
hey m i her dog? freak lorhs.
nvm lorhs. i was w8in for my chance to go 6F.
i knew she wun let me.
everytym it concerns 6F, she calls sumone else.
irritating kays. haiis
nvm so i keep tokin to zm. we were havin farn! laughin dere.
she din see. phews. hahas.
joey said she cant see. so she came over to marlisa's place.
(with MT's permission.) marlisa din cum to sch anyways.
i was soo happy kays.
so e three of us toked like we dont even noe what was happenin around us.
MT saw joey tokin n said:
joey? toking? cum here. go to 6B n give this to miss tan
i tink shud be run errant for her bahs.
lolls
class was so fun. kays. nowadays. cause very little MT's lesson.
we were like.. so damn happy. yay yay yay!
hahas
me wanna say sorwie to chun hua. but u already got ur revenge.
so.. its okay lerhs.
okays. i better end here. gtg bom bom lerhs.
ltr gort tuition.yay!
iloveu. mwarks.