walked hme today..
alone..
cried.
no body knew..
..............
one car. two motors. four buses.
omost bang me.
..............


i was thinkin what happened just now..
i slaped myself..
bit my own finger..
to see if i was dreaming.
seriously..
i was not.


i just wanted t make tings clear only marhs..
i dont like alvin!
i HATE HIM.
TO THE CORE.
he sux larhs.


why must he (alvin)
make life diff for us?
love canort be forced.
i nvr give up on dex.
because of him
its totally not worth the large sacrifice.
now he happy liao larhs.
me n dex break lerhs
okays.
listen.
im gonna make ur life difficult.
alvin u beware.
i hate u.. totaly and forever.


dexter,
im rili sorwie.
i din meant to write dose tings derhs.
i just wanted to make tings clear.
anw..
wud i have such a bad choice.. to stead wif him?
its a definite NO !
seriously..
i cant lose u.
can u change dat decision u have made?
im totally shattered.
i hate myself.
wo xian zai..
cai fa xian..
xiao zhe ku..
jui tong.
u saw me smile after reading dat letter.
u saw me laugh wen sch omost end.
was dat how i felt deep down my heart? happy?
of cause NOT !
the love built up for u in me..
was way too strong.
wo bu neng zhe yang jiu fang xia.
ye bu hui fang xia derh.
i promised..
i'll nvr leave u.
and i nvr will.
tings dat i've gone through..
the ups and downs we travelled.
is this e way..
both of us get e reward?
*tears rolling down my cheecks*
is all dat worth.
just remember okays,
no matter what u do..
i'll still love eu.
if u ask me..
to tell anyone..
e fav part of my life..
i wud say..
e tyms i had..
wif u.
i love eu ! now and forever !



normal posting..
haiish
i tink she changed liao.
i mean not me.
but sumone in jps.
she like..
totally change liao larhs.
arrogance..
so on and so for.
and osho..
bian huai lerhs.
why must she lidats?
i itnk joey noes who im refering to.
haiish.
dissapointed.
anw..
nvm
i dont mind.
she can do all she wants.
i wash my hands off her.
GOODBYE.
wait.
dats too cruel.
i'll help her.
but if she doesnt budge..
i cant do anyth.
i dont blame her.
its her choice.
maybe is e ppl around her force de barhs.



haiish.
i crying here. and nobody cares.
i need ur love.. care..
will u come back?


oh yas.
was in com lab today..
den maths class ppl haben cum yets.
so we just started e maths tingy first.
den zm n ch n yl
keep "disturbing"
me siaks.
hahas
nvm.
i dont wanna do e maths anw.
do before le.
i tink.
so..
nvm lorhs
i just do.
must be hardworking lerhs.
canort slack.
canot waste any min of ur tym.
haiish.
me wanna score gd gd.
i wan to achieve my target.
i wan u back too.
love u.
the ending..
depends on u.
ur decision.
no matter whats.
i'll love u.. forever.
swears.
wo zhi ai ni yi ge ren !
no others.
exp. my darling shireen , joey n rebecca..
cant forgt..
laura.. yusri..n sum others..
who are by my side wen i need u..
thanks alort.
but..
i still love him* most.
*shattered*
i'll try nort to cry.
but i just cant control my tears from rolling down my cheeks.